To know that so much has been a lie. Knowing that once again what people warn me about is correct. I should have learned and never let you lie to me. But I had something I guess I shouldn’t have had. Trust. I had trust and hope that maybe someone would prove me wrong about this world. And for a while, I thought I did. To my dismay, I know the truth. Even if the truth was all based around lies. When you care, and I mean really care and love someone you do everything from the very beginning to prevent any single thing that could potentially harm your relationship with that person. Since day one I have been one hundred and ten percent honest. In everything I do or say to you. I cared for you, showed you love, and did nothing wrong. So why do I get lied to? Why am I the one to be punished. I’m still until this day astonished at how much one person can do another, and the other turn around and throw hurt. What I feel for you goes beyond words. And I’m terrified you will continue to lie to me. How could I not? The worst possible thing in this world is lying. Man’s biggest flaw has to be the ability to not tell the truth. It’s all complicated. This world is filled with endless disappointments. Good night.